This is fun!!!

I had SO much fun with my first entry I thought I'd try it again.  :)  The Cubs did not do so hot tonight, but it's ok... Lou seemed to be testing out the bullpen tonight; I am still a little nervous but I don't think my boy is going back to the minors.  In the words of Minxie over at samardzijapaloosa; keep the good energy flowing Jeff's way.  :-)  Not trying to be a copy cat I just want to show my hottie some love!!  Yes, yes I know I am crazy, and that is just how I like it!  My friends will be the first to tell you I have been crazy since the day we met, and I will be crazy till the day I die.  Being normal is totally over rated.  

I just feel really giddy right now, and I am not sure why.  I've got to say it feels good to feel this good.  Life has been pretty heavy lately (I know I am not on that bus alone), it is nice to just feel alive.  Happy, focused, free to dream.  Change is hard, but ultimately it is necessary.  If we don't change we will never grow.  Guess you could say I am having a growth spurt!  Who knows, maybe I'll grow to be 6'0. LOL only in my mind!  Woo that makes me laugh.  

I am excited for what lies ahead.  It is scary, but i just know it is going to be amazing!  It is time for this girl to get back to being who she really is; not what other people say she needs to be.  My goal is Chicago, and allowing myself to live by the seat of my pants.  Sounds amazing to me!  Like I said in my post earlier it is way to short to sit in the bleachers.  This is one crazy girl who is gettin' in the game!  Look out world, here I come! 

Okay, that is enough fun for one day. I'll try to write tomorrow once I get back from mom's.  Keep a good thought that Jeff will pitch tomorrow night... SO HOTT!!!

On that note, sweet dreams everyone!!  <3