Why is it!!

WOW!  Sometimes people I share this earth with really bum me out...  Seriously... is it that hard to be faithful these days??  Just because things don't go the way we expect/want them to we say F it and walk away!!??  Really? When did we become such a bunch of selfish babies?  What ever happened to hanging tough no matter what?  I am sorry I just don't think it is that hard to hang in... Things aren't always going to be sunny, and beautiful, but that is no excuse for being unfaithful.  It truly breaks my heart, and I don't mind telling you it is not how I want to live my life!

On another note the Cubs are going home tonight... My heart is breaking, but I know all of their hearts are breaking even more!  I know a lot of people are going to give me shit about how it never pays to be a Cubs fan, or how they will always choke.  BLAH, BLAH, BLAH!!  I didn't care about those comments a week, or month ago, and I don't care about them now!  No, things did not go the way anyone wanted, but rather than sit here, and make excuses for them, or all out hate them; I am simply going to do what I've always done... LOVE them.  I realize at this point this is not the popular idea, but this is not a popularity contest.  People act like they didn't want to win, or something... that is stupid!  Sometimes the pressure can be a bit much.  Now for all the people that say they are professionals; they know how to handle pressure, and if they don't they shouldn't be playing.  You know what folks, would you like to trade them places??  Could you do any better with 100 years of pressure, angst, and skepticism on your shoulders??  Seriously, it is a hell of a lot easier to play a good game from your couch than it is out there on the field day after day!  Again, I am not trying to make excuses; I am just being real here.  A true fan doesn't throw a temper tantrum and walk away.  No matter how much shit people give me I am going no where!  

Guess what: love hurts like hell sometimes, it hurts, it is not easy.  We live in a world that constantly wants us to believe that love is a fairy tale, and we all will find our happily ever after.  That is not real love... real love holds people up when cancer comes screaming through the door.  Real love welcomes home their wounded soldier, and holds them through a hell most of us could never even fathom.  Real love would die for someone else.  It's a love we just don't hear or see a lot of these days.  A love the world is in desperate need of!

As I head to bed with a heavy heart I want to send my love to everyone I know in need. I know it may not fix all of the bad things you are facing, but I hope it helps.

Striving for love & faithfulness ALWAYS!

<3

K