Negativity breeds doubt.

The first 3 days of this week have been filled with nothing but negativity, and bad vibes.  I can say with out a doubt that kind of mindset gets you no where fast!  To some people it is a tool for their petty mind games; if they trash talk me I will automatically change me view and do it their way.  For others it is just easier to see the bad in everything rather than expound the energy to bring about change.  In my eyes both are pretty sad ways to live life.  So for those who feel their negativity, and belittling will make me the person they want me to be; I  have a rude awakening for you!  This young woman refuses to sink to your level!  You can say whatever you want about me: how I should be different, or better.  Try to fit me into that box you feel I need to be in... see what happens!  I am who I am, and I am not changing for anyone!  

For those who feel there is no reason to be positive because it all goes south anyway; I have to say I truly feel sorry for you.  I do not care what anyone tells me.. there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel!  Sometimes we just have to fight, and push, and stretch to our limits to see it!  I realize this is not easy, but it is far more worthwhile than giving up.  Where does that get you??  Staying stuck is not the answer.  You and your life are worth far more than that!  It is a fact that negativity breeds doubt, and doubt breeds angst, and fear.  I cannot live at that address anymore.  Sure there are times when it would be easier to give into my fears, and become content with where I am in my life.  Here's the thing, I WANT MORE for myself!!  It's time to keep pushing, and get myself there!  Time to draw strength from who i know I am.  Change starts with me not the person next to me... I pray I never forget that!!

My Cubs did not fair too well tonight, but tomorrow is a new day.  If I could tell them anything I would tell them to breathe it out, and don't make it harder than it needs to be.  They are more than capable of winning they just have to believe in themselves! And a special note to all the fans who will actually be in Wrigley tomorrow night:  GET OFF YOUR ASSES and cheer!!! I have NEVER heard Wrigley so quiet in my life!! Stop worrying about the hundred years, and the curse and all of that B.S. We are playing right now in 2008, and they need your support!!!  Stop being chicken... give them the love they need and deserve!  One of the reasons they love to play at home is because they know the fans will be there pushing them.. Hello??!!  Where were you tonight??  I was screaming louder from home!I am not trying to be bitchy here, but seriously the boys need us!!!  It is sad when the sox fans show us up.  I know it was not their best outing tonight, but they need to know you are with them right now!  What's happened is in the past; for the love of God let it go!  This is a new day, and one hell of a team.  Let them know how much you love them.  Whether you believe it or not it will make a difference.   

You all know I cannot end this post with out giving some love to my hottie!  Jeff Samardzija you were great tonight!!  For his first ever post season appearance I'd say he has a lot to be proud of.  The best is yet to come.  I can't wait!  I will leave you all with a photo of the yumminess!!  I'll check in tomorrow after the game.  Keep the positivity flowin toward Chicago!  Enjoy the hotness below... mmm mmm good!!!

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